Nov 01
One of Those Mornings Posted by Leah

Did you ever have one of those mornings where things just didn’t feel right?

You know, one of those mornings where you wake up feeling off?  Askew?  Not 100% percent?  And not physically, I’m not talking physically because physically you’re well, not great but just…you know…well…well okay, not perfect, especially since you woke up in the middle of the night with violent stomach pains…violent stomach pains brought on from candy, blasted candy, mothertrucking Halloween candy and a weekend’s worth of craptacular eating…blasted Halloween…but even this, even waking up in the middle of the night from mothertrucking Halloween candy cramps, even this you know is not really your problem…your issue…the cause of your off-ness…no, there’s something more…and it doesn’t make sense, it doesn’t make sense because you have so much to by happy about…you didn’t have to rip yourself out of bed to go to some job that you hate…no, you didn’t have to do that and that is GREAT, that’s a fantastic thing but there’s still some…dissatisfaction…and it has nothing to do with anyone else and everything to do with you and are you living your best life probably not definitely not but hey look you’ve written regularly and lost 2.5 pounds in two weeks and that’s something, that’s good news, that’s a step in the right direction, right…but you know, you know, you know that when you’re really working it, rocking it, feeling it you can lose 2.5 pounds in one week, less than one week, but there you go again…why so negative…why this pressure to be perfect…perfect…oh and let’s not forget you STILL haven’t done Shakespeare in England or had a baby or been to Barcelona, why not, why, why, why…but why ask why when actions are needed, actions not thoughts, thoughts are bad but movement, movement tends to be good, right…and so you try to get these thoughts out of your head before you sit down to write because the Hotness, the Hotness is what they’re here for, not the angst, not the Monday morning malaise, but you can’t shake it, you took the Hot Dog for a quick lap and even though it is beautiful outside, perfect fall weather, perfect, you can’t shake it and so you’re like oh well, guess this is what they’re gonna get today, that’s the beauty of a blog, it is whatever I say it is and today it is just…off…just like me…

Did you ever have one of those mornings?



One Response

  1. Shaari Says:

    having one of those days! hoping that a good night’s sleep will shake it off…

    LOVING the recent posts

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